{"id":232,"date":"2026-02-10T19:27:23","date_gmt":"2026-02-10T19:27:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/boxwoodzen.com\/?page_id=232"},"modified":"2026-02-19T06:26:07","modified_gmt":"2026-02-19T06:26:07","slug":"a-thing-of-love-full-of-fear-poems","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/boxwoodzen.com\/?page_id=232","title":{"rendered":"A thing of love full of fear (poems)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>A thing of love full of fear<br \/>\nHey love magma<br \/>\nburbling underneath<br \/>\n&#8211; Expectations<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Souls exchange spirit<br \/>\nso let&#8217;s mingle them together<br \/>\nand now I love the way you smell<br \/>\n&#8211; In love<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Forget everything about your body<br \/>\nRealize that it&#8217;s your spirit<br \/>\nI crave<br \/>\n&#8211; In love II<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>What he has<br \/>\nshe doesn&#8217;t want<br \/>\nHe creates her love every day<br \/>\n&#8211; In love III<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 12pt;\">That small stream\u00a0<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">from the heart<br \/>\n<\/span>pushes down walls<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\"><span style=\"font-size: 24pt;\">and carves rivers<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 24pt;\"><span style=\"font-size: 36pt;\">that flood<\/span><br \/>\n<strong><span style=\"font-size: 36pt;\">other hearts<br \/>\n<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/span>&#8211; In love IV<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t love August<br \/>\nunless it&#8217;s really August<br \/>\nKill me you bitch<br \/>\n&#8211; On hot rocks<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Settle in<br \/>\nunder a leaf<br \/>\nI love you, goodbye<br \/>\n&#8211; September and who we were in summer<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Poems come at the end<br \/>\nof hugs and loving times<br \/>\nso let&#8217;s till the soil<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s as good as it gets<br \/>\nfor me<br \/>\nfor now<br \/>\n&#8211; For me for now<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I love how you can see<br \/>\nso much deeper than the surface<br \/>\nI love your insight<br \/>\n&#8211; on a soulmate<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Spirit is at the wheel<br \/>\nLove is at the wheel<br \/>\n&#8211; on &#8216;Who&#8217;s at the wheel?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Spirit that exceeds the flesh<br \/>\npush out<br \/>\nand there is another<br \/>\nand you match<br \/>\n&#8211; on finding someone like you<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>You&#8217;re stuck in flesh too?<br \/>\nBut I see you<br \/>\nI know you see me<br \/>\nWe can&#8217;t say it. Our flesh won&#8217;t let us.<br \/>\n&#8211; spirits<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Buried so deeply<br \/>\nunder your persona<br \/>\nI see you<br \/>\nanyway<br \/>\n&#8211; Anyway<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>He looked at her<br \/>\nas if<br \/>\nhe were looking over<br \/>\nthe edge of a canyon<br \/>\n&#8211; he didn&#8217;t get her<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I loved you before I knew you<br \/>\nand pulled you out of there<br \/>\nthough I didn&#8217;t know what I was doing<br \/>\nThe love ran so deep it&#8217;s still beyond my comprehension<br \/>\nand here we are again together and I love you<\/p>\n<p>Why would he lie about the moon shining just for you<br \/>\nunless he thought you were a massive narcissist?<br \/>\nWhy would he want to entice a narcissist into love anyway?<\/p>\n<p>You&#8217;re in love and<br \/>\nwhatever they did<br \/>\nhurt you<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nthat&#8217;s how<br \/>\nyou know that<br \/>\nyou&#8217;re in love<\/p>\n<p>The word obsess<br \/>\nis 50% snakes<\/p>\n<p>Your thoughts<br \/>\nif they are poisonous<br \/>\nare poisoning you<br \/>\nYour love<br \/>\nif it&#8217;s reciprocated<br \/>\nis healing you<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; A thing of love full of fear Hey love magma burbling underneath &#8211; Expectations &nbsp; Souls exchange spirit so let&#8217;s mingle them together and now I love the way you smell &#8211; In love &nbsp; Forget everything about your body Realize that it&#8217;s your spirit I crave &#8211; In love II &nbsp; What he [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-232","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/boxwoodzen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/232","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/boxwoodzen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/boxwoodzen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/boxwoodzen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/boxwoodzen.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=232"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/boxwoodzen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/232\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":241,"href":"https:\/\/boxwoodzen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/232\/revisions\/241"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/boxwoodzen.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=232"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}